Insomnia Post #3
It seems as I try and move closer to my future, I find myself getting a push back into my past. Those memories seem to be flooding forward into the front of my mind. There are things that I had completely forgotten and suppressed away to keep out the pain from what I felt at that time. Now I finally realized that in keeping out that pain, I was also keeping out the joy. This is a dilemma for me. I am not good at expressing myself and I have no idea whether I should start rekindling these memories or shoving them back into the the small black holes of my brain. Keeping in mind though, black holes get bigger. Should even better memories be soon forgotten because of what I fear to face again?
Insomnia Post #2
Well, it’s only 11:11pm but I have hit the stage where I am so tired that my eyes will not close and everything makes me giggle. It even got to the point where I thought I saw someone dressed as Ziodberg… this cannot be a good sign.
Insomnia Post #1
It seems I am having sleep troubles again and am unsure of how to fix that. I’m sure this post won’t solve the problem. Still worth a shot, I guess. Maybe I’ll think out a process for this “new” blog I’m doing. I put new in quotations due to the fact that this is my first URL that I had on tumblr, but then switched it to something else since I wanted to try and create something else with it. I’ve been going back and forth for months about what I should do on this one. So instead of waiting it out anymore, I’m just going to figure it out as I go. Starting now. At 5:21am…. ugh.
Is it time to open up this URL again?
Maybe. Let’s see how this goes.